at least I am trying
I am a human garbage disposal
and I absorb everything in my path
So please
excuse me for being busy all the time, I'd rather soak in things for
myself then gulf down empty hello's and distant meetings that I wasn't
invited to because sorry I am busy all the time.
I walk down tile floors under florescent lights and dreaded parking lots constantly thinking
this isn't going to last forever
this isn't going to last forever
this isn't going to last forever
then snap I am daydreaming
in the meantime, people try to throw their fists down my throat and scream into my absent eyes
but please save your breathe because my soul matured way faster than my body and
I am just growing still
but not really growing still, I don't want to live like thatstaying still I decided isn't an option for me
and raising your voice isn't going to make things more clear
we have been moving since the day we were born
so please quit telling me to sit down
there are things I have not disposed of yet
if you would just let me find them or allow me to let them go
please let me try
then if I fail, I promise I'll keep my head up right so that I won't grow into the ground
but bound here, so far, I have dug tunnels to avoid the way some things make me feel, and secret walls to avoid the empty stares that make me feel less,
bound by time I would regret wasting
I am not a time traveler
my tunnels just lead to better places, better times, better me's
I am a human disposal but I do not intend on wasting
only sprouting
always growing
I can;t watch the video....but other than that great job!
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ReplyDeleteI'm sitting in school on a Saturday. I have 23 students taking the ACT and I'm trying to cool off, because it's freaking hot in here. I thought I'd read some blogs to pass the time.
This was awesome.
I'm freezing.
The poem, the video, the song. Everything. I loved it. Great job. Great job.
Wow the poem and the video were both amazing! The music really made the difference
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